time to fly

you know it's time to get the hell outta dodge when you can't even stand the sight of your family members more days than not these days. love em...don't like em. especially when you've got a massively pregnant, hormonal chick who burns up in 30 degree weather and insists on freezing the whole house. and i've had about 88 too many nights of sleeping on the couch. at first it was all fine and good, but with each day that passes, i keep thinking...holy shit, i'm 27. i'm gonna be 28 this year...and i'm still crashing with my sisters???? this shit has got to stop. i have an 11 year old, for crying out loud. she needs her own space, her own roots. more often than not lately, i have really been doubting myself as a decent mother. she deserves worlds better than what i'm giving her, especially more than a damn air mattress on the living room floor. alright, since i ranted about that, and am in serious need of sleep, i think i'm gonna hit the be...no, COUCH. :-P