Thursday, October 12, 2006

the best days of my life...

You know, I've gotten horrible about posting. But really, I don't have anything to bitch about anymore, so I guess I don't think I have a reason. Everything is going really really well for me. Granted, I still want to change careers, but I've learned to just shut up and be thankful I have a job, for the most part. And it's one that doesn't take me away from my family and doesn't require a great deal of my time. That's a definite plus.

Life with Larry is great. I can't imagine it being anyone else. There were some rough times at first, and I know there'll be other moments throughout this whole thing, but one thing I've realized is that whatever bad we do go through, it's nowhere near bad enough to outweigh all the good, and nowhere near enough to walk away and leave it behind. I would've never thought it of him, but he is exactly everything I've looked for. He holds me while I sleep...although sometimes he sleeps RIGHT ON TOP OF ME (he says it's because he has to always be touching me). He leaves little Post-Its on the bathroom mirror for me in the morning letting me know he loves me. He calls me during the day to see how I'm doing and tell me he loves me.

I found the guy who will completely, absolutely sweep me off my feet and just take off running with me and never look back. I found someone who'll stick around when the going gets tough and not get scared and take off running...and the guy who sticks around when the going gets good too, not go off looking for 'excitement' because things are getting a little too comfortable and he's bored...you know what I mean. I have someone who's faithful, honest, dependable. I know he'll lead me down the beach with his hand over my eyes just so I can feel the sand beneath my feet. He wants to wake me up at dawn, because he's just bursting to talk to me and can't wait another minute, just to find out what I'll say. He's promised to polish my toes for me and bring me chicken soup when I'm sick. I found someone to laugh with, play with, cry with, raise babies with, and grow old with. I'm his last thought of the night and his first thought in the morning. But most of all, I know I'm HIS and that HE'S MINE. And that's all I could ever possibly hope for...I'm the absolute luckiest person in the world to have finally found what I've been dreaming of.

Yeah, I guess I'm done gushing...for now. I'll be back. :-P

The best days of my life
are the ones I spend with you

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Congrats, Congrats, Congrats.

Sorta makes it all the hard lessons worth it, eh?

11:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Just thought i would stop and let you know that I am still alive and when I figure out my crazy life I will let everyone back in I'm just lovin the isolation and being alone not dealin with anyone....kinda like a mental break!! I just got back from New York...that place SUCKS!! Fuck the North!! I still love ya and you'll always be my big sis no matter how screwed up I am! Love ya!! T

11:00 AM  

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