Now and Forever

Ok, I'm going to be a little sentimental for a moment, but do NOT for ONE minute think I'm changing anything. By some sheer miracle I managed to get Gunner back, and BY GOD this time I'm keeping him! This is just my little way of letting go and saying goodbye to the 5 years I devoted to J. So deal with it. I love this song. Now and forever, you are a part of me. And the memory cuts like a knife. Didn't we find the ecstasy? Didn't we share the daylight? When you walked into my life. Now and forever, I'll remember all the promises still unbroken. I think about all the words between us that never needed to be spoken. We had a moment, just one moment, that will last beyond a dream, beyond a lifetime. We are the lucky ones. Some people never get to do all we got to do. Now and forever, I will always think of you. Didn't we come together? Didn't we live together? Didn't we cry together? Didn't we play together? Didn't we love together? And together we lit up the world. I miss the tears, I miss the laughter. I miss the day we met and all that followed after. Sometimes I wish I could always be with you, the way we used to do. Oh, now and forever, I will always think of you. Now and forever, I will always be with you.

Like I said, don't think for a minute I'm giving up what I've got for what I'll never have. I'm not gonna lie...I'll love J forever, and he'll always mean the world to me, but that part of my life is over and done. This past week proved that when my heart chose another path for me, and I decided to take it.